I cant believe Ava is already 7 months! Today I was just watching Ava play with her toys she was talking baby talk like so DADADADA! over and over again and I thought to my self where has the time gone? Before I know it my little baby will be 3,6,10, a teen!!! CRAZY! It feels like just yesterday I saw her for the first time and fell head over heels for her. Her little hands and feet, her cry and her pretty little eyes. Ava has brought such a new meaning into my life and Aaron's. I cant express to you how much she means to me. Like my mother used to say to me, "I love you more then you will ever know, until you have kids of your own!"And now I truly understand what she meant. She will always have my love,acceptance and understanding. I cant believe how big she already is! She is so advanced she is solid as a rock! She is so strong she already tries to walk if she had balance she would be all over the place. She has this beaming personality and smile its amazing what she is capable of! She is smart she catches on to things i just cant believe a 7 month old could. sometimes I just want to cry thinking of my little baby turning into a little girl and at that a teenager and an adult. I sometimes feel like I am not cut out for being a mom! I get so stressed, am I going to do things right or totally screw her up! I HOPE I DON'T! All i know is she is my hope and such an amazing part of my life. The whole 22 pounds of her! At 7 months little Ava Tyler Panter can sit, crawl, walk in a walker, stand holding onto things, point, reach, laugh, try to talk, pick up food and feed herself and she has almost 3 teeth! Her 2 bottom teeth are in and her front top tooth is just getting started! She loves reading books and singing songs! She loves to get into anything and everything like my purse! She likes to eat what mommy and daddy are eating! She loves to nurse and play with her daddy! She is an amazing human and I hope she will have the best life she can! I hope she isn't like I was as a teen she deserves so much more! I hope I can teach her somehow to be strong and be her own person, and to do the right things. This little girl will be beautiful and I am so scared, because all the boys will want her! I hope she does not do half the things i did! I hope she will respect her self and find a husband that will marry her and treat her with all the love and respect she deserves. I know I have so much to teach Ava and sometimes I feel like I am not done learning! But I will do my best because she means the world to me!
love to him also! He is a great husband and father, with so much love for me and Ava! Sometimes we fight over stupid things or we do stupid things to eachother,but I know no matter what he will always love me and be there for me! HE IS SUCH A GREAT HUBBY! I LOVE YOU AARON!!!
love to him also! He is a great husband and father, with so much love for me and Ava! Sometimes we fight over stupid things or we do stupid things to eachother,but I know no matter what he will always love me and be there for me! HE IS SUCH A GREAT HUBBY! I LOVE YOU AARON!!!
