Sunday, November 16, 2008

BUSY TIMES IN THE PANTER HOME
















I have been so busy lately I haven't been too great at keeping up on this blog of ours.... But let me catch you up!!! Lets see... Aaron is working for a construction company called Becho but there is just random work its so stressful honestly, its like he will work 12 hour days for a week and a half and then have 4 days off its rediculous especially with christmas coming up and considering i would love to move out of my in laws its getting a little old living here.... I am so stressed, On the more positive note, AVA STARTED WALKING!!! OH my GOODNESS its a blast. She has literally turned into a little toddler in the last week just growing up right befor my eyes! I absolutely adore my Ava bavas she is my life lately.. I am still nursing with her 6 teeth and can i say its getting old, so I have been trying to cut down and soon be able to quit! I will miss it but not too much its a great time to think and bond and love her but its held me back from a lot and it would relieve a lot of stress if she would just take the dang bottle or sippy cup! And then on a downer note Ava sleeps like a cat she wakes up at least 4 times a night and will not stop crying unless i whip out the boob, its so annoying and I cry to aaron and my mom on a weekely basis what the hell am i doing i cant stand this any more!! She is so hard too with her solid foods yes at almost 10 months she hates the baby food if anything i have to get the toddler food that is more like stuff we would eat! and sometimes she wont eat anything. I am just so busy lately trying to get her used to food, sleep and living my life and trying to stay sain even though I am happy it still is stressful! I am loving being a mommy though more and more every day! I love her and Aaron and I would die with out them!